NO This IS NOT AN ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!
But oh how I wish somedays...
But oh how I wish somedays...
So we all know how this song ends, first comes love, then comes marriage, then comes the baby in the baby carriage. Things sound so simple right?! But whoever wrote this song forgot a bunch of stuff like first comes love, then comes marriage, then comes graduate from college, then comes get the man through college, then find a secure job, then find a job that has stable benefits, then save up a lot of money, then travel a little bit to far away places, find a cute place to bring a baby home to, THEN comes the baby in the baby carriage. So I'm baby hungry. Can you tell?! This is something I've been thinking a lot about lately, maybe this is because I spent the majority of my Christmas Break home a lone with a whole lot of nothing to do. This gave me a lot of time to think, and the one thing I kept thinking about was our future children. I even had two dreams about the little ones that will one day join our lives. These were the kind of dreams that you don't want to end, the ones where you wake up and become a little sad because you realize you were only dreaming, the ones where you want to go back to sleep! I wonder, when will we get to start having our little ones?! What will they look like? What will they sound like? Will they have dark hair, red hair, blond hair? Maybe I think about pregnancy because I have three sisters/sister-in-laws who are pregnant. Will my kids even have cousins their age?! Will my dad be around to seal them in the temple when they get married? I wonder sometimes. One thing I don't ever wonder about though is Caleb and his parenting skills. I already know he will be the best dad in the world, I just know. The way he treats the 14- soon to be 17, nieces and nephews we have is pure bliss. And I know that one day, one day we will have our own little family. It's easy for me to sometimes want time to pass and the future to quickly arrive. It's easy to always be wanting more or wanting to move on to the next step in life. But for now, I will keep living in the moment and loving the time the husb and I have just the two of us. Yes, I will keep dreaming about that one day, but enjoy these days too. Life is good ya'll. Today Caleb gave me a message from Emily, she reminded him that it's been five weeks since I've posted! Since that post, a lot has happened, I became one year older and wiser too, enjoyed a splendid christmas, and had a fabulous night kicking in the new year. I will talk about all of these soon. But for now, at least you all know what's been on my mind. Babies, but like I said, no announcement intended, at least not for a few years.
-Peaceout.





















